My Muses!

All of my muses have a very rich and complex history. Please be gentle with them.

Keneti Biersack

The first thing KJ makes sure everyone knows about him is his absolute love and adoration for his husband, Andy. Being a fan of his since he was only 16 years old, the pair had been friends. Never missing a meet and greet, KJ all but planted himself in the singers life. Knowing each other by name, and exchanging numbers when he was about 19, KJ held such pride in being able to say "Andy Biersack is my best friend"At 23 years old, the pair finally got together, but not without drama. KJ wasn't ready to come out of the closet just yet, and the singer knew that. Unlike the other male who tried to pursue him, Andy had all but told him he was more than worth waiting for, which was all the redhead wanted. He loved how much his now husband understood him, which lead to him telling everyone they happened to be together that day.2 am is a significant time for "Kandy". Andy had first told him how he felt about him at 2 am, and even to this day, big decisions for the pair seem to be made at this time.Currently working on Riverdale, KJ has plans on taking over as Black Veil's photographer once filming is done. Eager to be with his husband 24/7

Sophia Littlefeild

Working as a wedding planner, Sophia loves everything having to do with her job. To say she loves the idea of love would be an understatement. She's a hopeless romantic and she's sure that's one of the main reasons her husband Pierre fell for her in the first place.Things haven't always been sunshine and rainbows for the couple. At one point, she was engaged to his best friend, Alex Gaskarth. At the time, she would have done anything for Alex, and while that might still be true, she didn't have the same feelings she once had for the male. After their split, Sophia found comfort in Pierre. That is until the day she found herself in Alex's bed.Filled with regret the relationship between them only lasted a week, which led to her and Pierre making up and eventually getting married. Now, she couldn't see a life away from the male or their three kids.-Update-
Unfortunately, the two divorced recently, so she's still trying to recover from that heartbreak.

Ryan Solart

Ryan Hill grew up being the oldest child of the three Hill children. Born at eight pounds and nine ounces, Ryan was the picture perfect baby. Not once did he give his parents any issues in his early little life. He would sleep all through the day and only cry if he was left in the high chair for too long. Even as a small child, he loved to explore new things; even if it meant getting a few bruises along the way.By the time he turned two, Ryan was talking and walking on his own. Making sure he took full advantage of his new found gift to explore the huge house, Erik and his mother Annabeth could hardly keep tabs on him and his eagerness to learn as much as he had the opportunity to learn.When Ryan reached his teens, he conquered high school by storm. With his outgoing personality and his ability to make new friends at the drop of a hat, Ryan quickly became one of the most popular guys in school. Making straight A’s while managing football and a part time job at the local comic book store was one of the hardest yet fulfilling experiences he had at such a young age.Things at home were just as they were in school for young Ryan. He loved both of his parents with all of his heart, but in all reality, anyone who came in contact with the young man could clearly see that he was a mama’s boy. Being the first born, Annabeth spent more time spoiling young Ryan, causing a small rift between the siblings for a few years until he finally moved out on his own.Once out on his own, Ryan slowly began to come into himself and shape himself into more of the person he wanted to be, rather than what he thought his parents wanted.Choosing to fall back on his inheritance as a means to support himself, Ryan found himself immersed into the world of music. Even from a young age, he enjoyed singing, but he never allowed himself to hone it into a craft until he turned nineteen years old. Now, being thirty, Ryan has a fairly decent band that he views as his baby. R&R travel outside town lines for bookings, and while Ryan doesn’t see them being the “next big thing” it doesn’t stop him from writing song after song in his free-time.During one of the many shows; his now tour manager had set for them, Ryan came into contact with someone that he only thought existed in horror movies and fairy-tales. He remembers drunkenly stumbling through the streets; looking for the next bar to drink his sorrows away after the headache of marrying someone he didn't even know, only to find himself with a thirst of something new. Something strange to an unknowing human. The man who had cornered him in that damp alley was a vampire. He'd turned him without a second thought; though Ryan was sure he was left there to dieIf it hadn't been for Miah and her supply of vampire blood, he's sure he wouldn't even be here right now.

Chrissy Gaskarth

Lead singer of Against The Current, Chrissy spends a lot of her time on the road. When she's not on stage, you can find her casting during the league championships or streaming her favorite games, along with taking care of her new born.Married to Alex Gaskarth

Gracie Winters

Teardrops On My Guitar: Right before she got together with Drew, Gracie wrote all of her feelings down into one song. After years of telling her about other girls he'd been dating, Grace had enough and finally told him how she felt. Leading to them getting together when he realized just how bad she had it for him.Our Song: The beginning of their relationship. The first six months of their relationship before he became comfortable and started showing his true colorsPicture to Burn: This was written after the first time Drew cheated on her with one of the many girls he told her "not to worry about"Cold as You: Realizing that Drew really wasn't what she thought he was, Gracie took the last few years of off and on again, and finally let go of her toxic relationship.Stay Beautiful: A song she needed to write for the days she felt down on herself. Changing James name to "Cory" the whole song is just things he's told her over the years.Should've Said No: The second time he cheated on her after giving him another chance. I'm thinking maybe with her female best friend?Mary's Song: Literally their parents always believed James and her would end up together. They would always joke "that's her future husband" and this is about that. Basically going through their childhood friendship and high school years, followed by what she assumed what her parents saw for them in the future.I'm Only Me When I'm With You: A song about her best friend. How she loves him more than anything and couldn't be without him. How James knows her better than anyone.A Perfectly Good Heart: The third time Drew cheated on her. At this time she started thinking it was her and she should have seen it coming.

Fearless

Jump Then Fall: James. It was always James. She's slowly realizing that hes always been there for her. She's realizing that she's been slowly falling for him and this is her accepting that and telling her to jump in and just, Fall in love.Fearless: Her slowly falling even deeper for James. Exploring her own feelings, trying to figure out if she was even going to tell him how she feltFifteen: Written about Drew when they were in high school.Love Story: Written about a dream she had her freshman year of college about her and James.Hey Stephen: Accepting this was what she wanted, she wrote this to tell him how she felt. Unable to tell him but knowing speaking through her music would get the point across.White Horse: Chickening out on telling James how she felt, she ended up giving Drew one more chance, only to be cheated on once again.Your Not Sorry: This was him trying to get her back again. Saying "I'll change" but she doesn't fall for it this time.Tell Me Why: Is about Drew. Basically she's saying she's done. This is the end of the chapter of her and Drew.You Belong With Me: Breaking up with Drew during winter break Gracie went to tell James how she felt, only to find out about Charlotte. Basically she's a bitch and she doesn't like her. I'm thinking she does actually sing this one to him. Which is how he finds out she likes him.Change: She wrote about James and his ex, Charlotte.Forever and Always: Maybe James could have told her he felt the same way, but then they went to college and they never got to explore their feelings, and they drifted apart.

Speak Now

Mine: James and Gracie trying a relationship the very first year of college. He was the reason she started to believe in love againSparks Fly: Is about the first five months of their relationship. The honeymoon phase as they try to make the long distance workBack to December: Coming home for Christmas, Gracie and James finally end their relationship. Three months later, this song was born. She misses him, and wishes she could take back her decision to leave.Dear John: Drew tried to get in touch with her again, saying he "changed" once again, but she didn't fall for it. Instead she wrote this for him.Mean: Finding out a few weeks later that Drew tried to ruin her reputation Back home for denying him, she let it roll off her shoulders and wrote this instead.Story of Us: Is actually about James. Seeing him for the first time in months she couldn't get the image of them completely ignoring each other out of her mind.Enchanted: She met Aiden in her History class. They had a lot of similarities and she fell fast. This was about the very first day she met himBetter Than Revenge: They lasted a whole year when some girl on vacation slept with her boyfriend. Finding them in bed together, she left him on the spot.Innocent: After all the failed relationships, she took a break from dating. This was about her healing process.Haunted: Finally speaking, Gracie thought maybe they could fix things and get back together, but James was in another relationship already.Last Kiss: Reopening old wounds, Gracie felt like she had lost James all over again. This song is about their time together, longing for that time again.If This Was A Movie: Another song about longing for James. Wishing he was hers once again.

Red

State of Grace: They finally reconcile and she keeps her feelings to herself. Denying every time if this song was about James.Red: Her English professor that she dated for six months. Henderson, who's first name was also James. For shock value, he also held a striking resemblance to her James.Treacherous: Knowing this wasn't a healthy relationship, but she kept getting pulled towards him.I Knew You Were Trouble: When he left to move on to another student of his, Gracie tried to come to terms with what happened.All To Well: Letting go of her relationship with the male she closed the chapter with the professorNever Getting Back Together: She said absolutely not when he asked to get back together.The Last Time: James comes to her this time. Asking if they could have one last chance. She says no.Everything Has Changed: Trying to kick him out when he came to ask for another chance, he refused to leave, leading him to stay the night and just staying with her for the days. Eventually, she changed her mind and they got back togetherBegin Again: The start of their relationship

1989

Blank Space: After breaking up with James once again, she got together with Issac. With her History, she wasn't sure how this relationship would end, so this was like his warning about her.All You Had To Do Was Stay and Bad Blood: After cheating on her she let go of him and wrote this and Bad BloodStyle: Thinking about James she wrote this about him one night.Out Of The Woods: Looking through all the memories of the two when she came home one summer, Gracie came across the picture James took of them. Two months before she finally called him again, this song was bornI Wish You Would: James knows this one is for sure about him. This was the song she sent to him and said "just listen to it. The whole thing..you need to know"Wildest Dreams: It took him a few weeks to get back to her, thinking he was done, she was trying to let him go, but that proved to be harder than she thought. Instead came a song of longing.How You Get The Girl: This is him getting the girl. They got back together and she made a song out of itThis Love: Another sappy love song for James and how he came back to her.

Reputation

This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things: I'm thinking after a drunk night with an ex, he started talking shit about Gracie? And they fought? Idk but it would be a fight that made her decide she wanted outGetaway Car: She needed a reason to break up with James. She found her reason and started using him. 99% sure she cheated on him here.Ready for it: Her fling with Carter that she left James forI Did Something Bad: Her full out admitting she used CarterDon't Blame Me: When she's getting bored with Carter her and James start talking again. She apologized but things are still tenseDelicate: Word got out that she used Carter and he still tried to protect her. Trying to take the blame partially, which makes her think...well shit. I made a mistake.So It Goes: Knowing about James girlfriend, it didn't stop her from trying to get him back. Going to the point of kissing him in a bar one night.Gorgeous: About the night at the bar where they kissedDancing With Our Hands Tied: When he didn't leave his girlfriend for her.Dress: After his girlfriend said no to his proposal, they started their affair

Folklore

Illicit Affairs: Sneaking around as they sleep together after James was told no.Cardigan: Basically showing him that she was who he wanted. Who he was most comfortable with.August: The continued affair as they get lost in each other, but slowly realizing he really wasn't hers. So she made him choose. Her or his girlfriendMy Tears Ricochet: Written about her time with her college professor